Unfinished..

So much hypocrisy...
I'm afraid of rejection yet I'm the one who often rejects. I'm afraid to get hurt that's why I hurt others. I hate people who always look for a scapegoat yet I always pass the blame to others. What's happening? It feels like I'm turning into a monster. Each day, I feel like I'm transforming into a new person. A cold-hearted one. I admit that even before, I'm good in countering people's criticisms. But now, it's different. I don't know. Maybe it's paranoia. Or maybe something deeper...


It's just that I tend to push people away. Not just pushing them away but hurting them in the process as well.